when i first started this blog, i made it a point to post here everyday. doesn't matter what- quotes, a song, an essay, whatever. i just have to write here no matter what.
obviously, this blog was first written with a broken heart. this has become my own wall, and i don't really care how many few eyes read this. i just have that desperate need to write and it's not for the people reading, it's for my own survival.
i have never imagined how fragile the heart is. it survives, but it gets broken on a daily basis and goes through a tremendous amount of pain no happy pill could cure. but still, it goes on. it still loves no matter what the consequences are. the heart is clueless that way. it never learns.
and when it's hurt, all you can do, is cry.
but then again, these writings have saved me. it has, one way or another, helped me from those thoughts that keep me up forever while in bed trying to sleep. it has kept my sanity in place. that, and the heart that never stops whining, but still loves the most that it knows it could.
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